29 June 2006, 12:10 PM
Btw,
HAPPY BDAY BESTIE.!!! =D
Love ya oh-so-much.
<3
HAPPY BDAY BESTIE.!!! =D
Love ya oh-so-much.
<3
, 11:08 AM
Can we just pretend.
I'm falling sick. Real sick that i had t persuade my mum t not let me go school today, cos my throat was literally burning. Cldnt sleep well last night, cos i kept coughing non - stop. It was like till the extent OF COUGHING OUT BLOOD. (and as i'm typing i'm coughing..) It's the worst thing anyone can get.
I have just learnt smthg that perhaps i had it within me but hadn't found out till now. I'm a rather emo and sensitive person when it comes to relationships, be it friend's, family or whatever. Grandpa just left us yesterday, at 340pm, while i was still in the damn school doing my Chem prac. It was rather sad, cos no one was there while he was holding on t his last breath. My mum and all were late for like only 5 minutes, it was sucha pity. The illness is herditary, if i'm not wrong. But his death was too sudden, no one was prepared for it. He left us in just merely 3 days, and he was actually on the road t recovery. This is how fragile a person's life can get. The nurse said he died cos he's blood pressure had plunged t the bottom, and within 5 seconds the screen went blank. We didnt even have at least a second t say our last goodbyes, whereby just a few days ago, he could still eat and speak well, all just like a normal human being. The best thing t console myself and everyone else is that at least he's not suffering at this moment, he's rather peaceful. Attending the wake last night, he was laid down before us, corspe not in the coffin. No one had cried yet, however. But we'll just wait, wait for the next 2 days.
Condolence. I'm sad. ):
Thanks for all the consoling messages and concerns. :] ; <3.>not true.
Back t reality, prelims are heading our way. Gotta be strong and continue the journey. Yes, what a tough obstacle. And i predict in no time we'll be somewhere training our asses off again. Life passes so fast, eh? the holidays are over, and soon will be O' levels. Sensibilty, can't let anything bring me down. I'm gona be a nerd, really am. Though i'll be a major failure in the looks part, but at least i'm in that mindset. Hehe.
Fpompb! :]
I'm falling sick. Real sick that i had t persuade my mum t not let me go school today, cos my throat was literally burning. Cldnt sleep well last night, cos i kept coughing non - stop. It was like till the extent OF COUGHING OUT BLOOD. (and as i'm typing i'm coughing..) It's the worst thing anyone can get.
I have just learnt smthg that perhaps i had it within me but hadn't found out till now. I'm a rather emo and sensitive person when it comes to relationships, be it friend's, family or whatever. Grandpa just left us yesterday, at 340pm, while i was still in the damn school doing my Chem prac. It was rather sad, cos no one was there while he was holding on t his last breath. My mum and all were late for like only 5 minutes, it was sucha pity. The illness is herditary, if i'm not wrong. But his death was too sudden, no one was prepared for it. He left us in just merely 3 days, and he was actually on the road t recovery. This is how fragile a person's life can get. The nurse said he died cos he's blood pressure had plunged t the bottom, and within 5 seconds the screen went blank. We didnt even have at least a second t say our last goodbyes, whereby just a few days ago, he could still eat and speak well, all just like a normal human being. The best thing t console myself and everyone else is that at least he's not suffering at this moment, he's rather peaceful. Attending the wake last night, he was laid down before us, corspe not in the coffin. No one had cried yet, however. But we'll just wait, wait for the next 2 days.
Condolence. I'm sad. ):
Thanks for all the consoling messages and concerns. :] ; <3.>not true.
Back t reality, prelims are heading our way. Gotta be strong and continue the journey. Yes, what a tough obstacle. And i predict in no time we'll be somewhere training our asses off again. Life passes so fast, eh? the holidays are over, and soon will be O' levels. Sensibilty, can't let anything bring me down. I'm gona be a nerd, really am. Though i'll be a major failure in the looks part, but at least i'm in that mindset. Hehe.
Fpompb! :]
26 June 2006, 6:33 PM
Back at one.
Blogging shall be the 2nd or 3rd priority now.
Shites. i've been dreading t go back t school, t drag my heavy legs round and try t stay awake for all the lessons. but after the first day, i suddenly had the motivation t study harder than before and t do my work conscientiously. thats really good progress. =) hehe im really proud of myself. hope this motivation will last, i need t keep it through the year.
Oh and did i mention that the cashcard system is really dumb!
Captain's ball was a success. :D yes Hs, we are the underdogs. i was the tallest la! heard that even the officials giving out the prize were pretty amazed that we SHORT people could win the tallies. tsktsk got a trophy, and some other stuff. yaye and Chingyi's really a nice person. :] never regretted joining it, though ahemahemahemahemahem.
Yikes. /:
June holidays are over, gotta face that fact no matter how much we dont want too. everything's getting more serious than before. cant sleep in class and gotta pay the ubbermost attention. school school school, tuition tuition tuition. no more outings, no more nothing. exercise self control, just for the next, 6 months? and everything will be over. :)
O level orals are this Thursday and Friday. anyone cheena? i'll learn. :D
Outing with becky was the best. =D ate heaploads, walked like nobody's business, and could even go back t the same place t buy the same food again. aw she's sucha sweetie. hehe <3.
Subway and crossiants are the addiction, gawd love!
Hate it when somone just dont reply.
Blogging shall be the 2nd or 3rd priority now.
Shites. i've been dreading t go back t school, t drag my heavy legs round and try t stay awake for all the lessons. but after the first day, i suddenly had the motivation t study harder than before and t do my work conscientiously. thats really good progress. =) hehe im really proud of myself. hope this motivation will last, i need t keep it through the year.
Oh and did i mention that the cashcard system is really dumb!
Captain's ball was a success. :D yes Hs, we are the underdogs. i was the tallest la! heard that even the officials giving out the prize were pretty amazed that we SHORT people could win the tallies. tsktsk got a trophy, and some other stuff. yaye and Chingyi's really a nice person. :] never regretted joining it, though ahemahemahemahemahem.
Yikes. /:
June holidays are over, gotta face that fact no matter how much we dont want too. everything's getting more serious than before. cant sleep in class and gotta pay the ubbermost attention. school school school, tuition tuition tuition. no more outings, no more nothing. exercise self control, just for the next, 6 months? and everything will be over. :)
O level orals are this Thursday and Friday. anyone cheena? i'll learn. :D
Outing with becky was the best. =D ate heaploads, walked like nobody's business, and could even go back t the same place t buy the same food again. aw she's sucha sweetie. hehe <3.
Subway and crossiants are the addiction, gawd love!
Hate it when somone just dont reply.
20 June 2006, 4:46 PM
Geek in the pink.
Oh gawd. not having regular sleeping hours really can kill someone like me. ): for the past three days, i've slept for only, 17 hours! its madness.
Bowling date on Friday with some of the netballers. :] i love it, though i had t wait for Vicky first and we ended up playing pool. Walked around and slacked, basically those typical things we usually do. i'm saying this vaguely cos i forgot what we actually did on that day haha. oh yeah it was me, Vickyshit, Hs, Bei, Jing, Avis, Mich and Cel. and we bought voodoos! :D one is Ethan, the other's Shane and i havent come up with another name for the orangey one hehe.
Street Netball started on Saturday. pretty tired when we got there, the atmosphere wasnt really there yet.
Look at our sleepy faces!
Our team splited up into 3 groups. and we're XNIJ3. :) rather fun, played a few games. the opponents were quite intimidating, like there was SSS and Hc! we were totally freaked out. okay maybe it was only me haha. and the thing that brought the day down was i had my lala.!! shites. first day was quite alright. oh man and they had some prize thinge, and i dont even know who the hell is Genie.!! gawd won some free manicure at Hollywood Secret. the host was ultra retarded.
host: So what's the title to the song Genie sang just now?
me: -gives the blur look-
host: Xing yuan, xing yuan! -whispers-
me: -looks at him-
host: So what's the title?
me: Xing yuan?
host: Well done!
He's uberrly hilarious, who thought he wld have helped me, or else i'll be the idiot on stage with Pamela. lol and the bestbox-er! *faintsssss* he's quite ugly and looks emo but the way he does beatboxing made me scream and go crazy, seriously i could just crawl all over him. i love beatboxers. :)
Went home at night t bathe and stayed over at Cel's house with Mich. they kept outcasting me please! ): but it was great fun cos i know they dont mean it heehee.
This is where they slept,
THIS IS WHERE I DID, > BEHIND THEM!
Went nuts.
Anyway still it was kinda fun and we only managed t catch a few hours of sleep, after which we headed down t PS again with Nat. morning game was at 625am, so cool man. ._. anyway we juat played played all the way and we won 1st! =D for the u18 category heehee. some people were on the news and we were caught playing during the last game. yeaps dead beat by then. got 80bucks from the prize money then it was off t eat dinner.
Through this whole experience, i just realised how much i really do love playing Netball. its not just bout the glory, it bout the game, teamwork, players, the encouragements you give each other in and out of courts, the mindset you have and even the coach. so please look at it more openly and unnecessary criticisms shld be stoppped thank you.
Headed home t bathe and change then met Cel t go Great World t change. Encore@Zouk! :D with CelEunIzzaHuiyun. waited for Nat and Shanna came too. had difficulty trying t enter at first but after that we could all go in. music sucked though, stupid dj. Nat helped us t buy drinks then we went in again. ew, vodka vallina. saw some people there. Shanna was like a block. tsk ate then headed home t sleeeeeeep.
In the toilet.
<3
Next day was off t Hs's chalet. didnt really walk much, cos we were too exhausted. spent most of the time talking and playing arcade? Adele came later and started the barbecue. luckily there was some kind soul people around or else we could have eaten raw food. gave her a surprise and we succeeded okays. heh hoped everything went well. left the next morning t go for tuition and Jay kept asking me whether i was following haha. but he called me black girl! rahs.
He's the best please. <3
Gay man! -shoots-
Noo i have nothing against them.
Gona pierce my ears soooooon, i hope. :)
Tmr's Captain's ball day, i'm tired.
Hafta work extra hard this week, t try and complete all my work and get rid of all the bad habits i've developed during the June hols. School's starting next week, that's a terrible sign. D:(
Say anything you like, whatever. stop lying bitch, trying t keep everything from me. i've got sources, so please dont act so innocent and happy, while im here fucking irritated by you and the other you! to think ___________. you still like her la okay bitch. please just go and bang the wall and die. gawd the whole nonsense is gona start again.
Shld i open a private blog?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Oh gawd. not having regular sleeping hours really can kill someone like me. ): for the past three days, i've slept for only, 17 hours! its madness.
Bowling date on Friday with some of the netballers. :] i love it, though i had t wait for Vicky first and we ended up playing pool. Walked around and slacked, basically those typical things we usually do. i'm saying this vaguely cos i forgot what we actually did on that day haha. oh yeah it was me, Vickyshit, Hs, Bei, Jing, Avis, Mich and Cel. and we bought voodoos! :D one is Ethan, the other's Shane and i havent come up with another name for the orangey one hehe.
Street Netball started on Saturday. pretty tired when we got there, the atmosphere wasnt really there yet.
Look at our sleepy faces!
Our team splited up into 3 groups. and we're XNIJ3. :) rather fun, played a few games. the opponents were quite intimidating, like there was SSS and Hc! we were totally freaked out. okay maybe it was only me haha. and the thing that brought the day down was i had my lala.!! shites. first day was quite alright. oh man and they had some prize thinge, and i dont even know who the hell is Genie.!! gawd won some free manicure at Hollywood Secret. the host was ultra retarded.
host: So what's the title to the song Genie sang just now?
me: -gives the blur look-
host: Xing yuan, xing yuan! -whispers-
me: -looks at him-
host: So what's the title?
me: Xing yuan?
host: Well done!
He's uberrly hilarious, who thought he wld have helped me, or else i'll be the idiot on stage with Pamela. lol and the bestbox-er! *faintsssss* he's quite ugly and looks emo but the way he does beatboxing made me scream and go crazy, seriously i could just crawl all over him. i love beatboxers. :)
Went home at night t bathe and stayed over at Cel's house with Mich. they kept outcasting me please! ): but it was great fun cos i know they dont mean it heehee.
This is where they slept,
THIS IS WHERE I DID, > BEHIND THEM!
Went nuts.
Anyway still it was kinda fun and we only managed t catch a few hours of sleep, after which we headed down t PS again with Nat. morning game was at 625am, so cool man. ._. anyway we juat played played all the way and we won 1st! =D for the u18 category heehee. some people were on the news and we were caught playing during the last game. yeaps dead beat by then. got 80bucks from the prize money then it was off t eat dinner.
Through this whole experience, i just realised how much i really do love playing Netball. its not just bout the glory, it bout the game, teamwork, players, the encouragements you give each other in and out of courts, the mindset you have and even the coach. so please look at it more openly and unnecessary criticisms shld be stoppped thank you.
Headed home t bathe and change then met Cel t go Great World t change. Encore@Zouk! :D with CelEunIzzaHuiyun. waited for Nat and Shanna came too. had difficulty trying t enter at first but after that we could all go in. music sucked though, stupid dj. Nat helped us t buy drinks then we went in again. ew, vodka vallina. saw some people there. Shanna was like a block. tsk ate then headed home t sleeeeeeep.
In the toilet.
<3
Next day was off t Hs's chalet. didnt really walk much, cos we were too exhausted. spent most of the time talking and playing arcade? Adele came later and started the barbecue. luckily there was some kind soul people around or else we could have eaten raw food. gave her a surprise and we succeeded okays. heh hoped everything went well. left the next morning t go for tuition and Jay kept asking me whether i was following haha. but he called me black girl! rahs.
He's the best please. <3
Gay man! -shoots-
Noo i have nothing against them.
Gona pierce my ears soooooon, i hope. :)
Tmr's Captain's ball day, i'm tired.
Hafta work extra hard this week, t try and complete all my work and get rid of all the bad habits i've developed during the June hols. School's starting next week, that's a terrible sign. D:(
Say anything you like, whatever. stop lying bitch, trying t keep everything from me. i've got sources, so please dont act so innocent and happy, while im here fucking irritated by you and the other you! to think ___________. you still like her la okay bitch. please just go and bang the wall and die. gawd the whole nonsense is gona start again.
Shld i open a private blog?
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
17 June 2006, 11:10 PM
Hello world.!! =)
Hehe. in Cel's house house now, staying over before we go back for a game at 625am. ): lol. street netball today! thanks t those who came down t support, esp those who got us lil' smthg and my caramel frapuccino. :) ehhe.
Went t PS at like 9?!? damn tired luh, but it was quite fun, although breaks a lil' long, but then the game isnt as tiring, cos the courts are shorter and narrower. yeaps went home t bathe, and repack stuff and now im here! =)
Wont be home tmr, will be out!!! so till next time, i'll blog in greater detail. :)
Nights all!
nights you. :D
Hehe. in Cel's house house now, staying over before we go back for a game at 625am. ): lol. street netball today! thanks t those who came down t support, esp those who got us lil' smthg and my caramel frapuccino. :) ehhe.
Went t PS at like 9?!? damn tired luh, but it was quite fun, although breaks a lil' long, but then the game isnt as tiring, cos the courts are shorter and narrower. yeaps went home t bathe, and repack stuff and now im here! =)
Wont be home tmr, will be out!!! so till next time, i'll blog in greater detail. :)
Nights all!
nights you. :D
16 June 2006, 1:08 PM
Three Names You Go By:
Jia Zhi, Chuck,Satay /:
Three Parts of Your Heritage:
Eh? um ugly legs HAHA, blood type? wtf i dont know.
Three Things That Scare You:
INSECTS, clowns and basically people who dresses themselves t scare other people.
Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
Handphone, mp3 and water.
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
ring, shorts and shirt. all ready t go!
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists at the moment:
gwen stefanie, yingyang twins <3 and pussycat dolls.
Three Things You Want in a Relationship(other than love) :
Trust, sincerity and honesty.
Two Truths and a Lie:
I like heart shaped stuff.
My favourite colours are blackorangegreen.
I am skinny.
Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
Hair, personality and looks.
Three of Your Favourite Hobbies:
Sleeping, shopping and stoning, SSS!!
Three Things You want really badly right now:
Nokia n80!, clothes plus ____.
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
Japan, Las Vegas and the States!!! whoo.
Three things you want to do before you die:
Tell everyone how much i appreciate them, to help the needy and t meet certain people that i'll never be able t see! :)
Three people I would like to see take this quiz:
- nah i dont sabo people hehe!
Can i ask a question? why is everything three three threeeee? why can it be ten haha.
Yay im out now! everyone please pray for the weather thank you! :D
fuck man why must i have my period now...
Jia Zhi, Chuck,
Three Parts of Your Heritage:
Eh? um ugly legs HAHA, blood type? wtf i dont know.
Three Things That Scare You:
INSECTS, clowns and basically people who dresses themselves t scare other people.
Three of Your Everyday Essentials:
Handphone, mp3 and water.
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
ring, shorts and shirt. all ready t go!
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists at the moment:
gwen stefanie, yingyang twins <3 and pussycat dolls.
Three Things You Want in a Relationship(other than love) :
Trust, sincerity and honesty.
Two Truths and a Lie:
I like heart shaped stuff.
My favourite colours are blackorangegreen.
I am skinny.
Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
Hair, personality and looks.
Three of Your Favourite Hobbies:
Sleeping, shopping and stoning, SSS!!
Three Things You want really badly right now:
Nokia n80!, clothes plus ____.
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
Japan, Las Vegas and the States!!! whoo.
Three things you want to do before you die:
Tell everyone how much i appreciate them, to help the needy and t meet certain people that i'll never be able t see! :)
Three people I would like to see take this quiz:
- nah i dont sabo people hehe!
Can i ask a question? why is everything three three threeeee? why can it be ten haha.
Yay im out now! everyone please pray for the weather thank you! :D
, 12:26 AM
Greet me with the sunrise.
KNNBCCB. i can predict that smthg really bad is going t happen, smthg that i dont want IT t happen. SOOOON. i dont wna face reality, face all those bullshit and stuff again. arent things better this way? we just keep it as though we're okay. but no, you had t blow it up. probably start all the paranoid nonsense again. say i've changed and blah blah. i'll never want t face reality.
Hit it.
I'm sucha guai kia today! :) actually studied the wholeeee day, Physics, Chem, and a lil' of Amath. hehe it was rather productive. Tuition in the afternoon with Sam and Eun, then it was t Bukit Merah Library t do some work, and then back for tuition. oh gawd i was half dead by eight, so Physics at night wasnt that understandable (?). but im still glad i've managed t do some work instead of slacking the day away. :]
And sister! havent heard from ya in sucha long time. ):
Movies movies here i go! so many t watch, so little time t spare.
xmensilenthillgarfieldscarymoviefourshesthemanrunawayvacationc.r.a.z.y.
(and it goes out of the page......)
Tmr's bowling day with the netballers! =) i love, but deciding on whether t go. hmmmm *thinks hard* ehhe. and im SO gona sleep at eight on Friday, need uber rest for the weekend.
OH YES AND JUNIORS IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS (I KNOW YOU WILL!) BETTER COME ALRIGHTS!
And Yowie is supposed t ask Ali and all t surprise me haha.
Oh and i forgot t mention that Daphne's the best senior. :) ahah she not only fetch me home when she's going home after training and if she has a car, she brings me t buy food at the hawker centre too and intoduce nice food but she makes me sit in the car and wait for her haha. yeah and she's also gona teach us Physics but then we havent arrange with her yet but soon will. yeah aw and i met her on the bus today again haha. okay no link. ><
Illusions?
KNNBCCB. i can predict that smthg really bad is going t happen, smthg that i dont want IT t happen. SOOOON. i dont wna face reality, face all those bullshit and stuff again. arent things better this way? we just keep it as though we're okay. but no, you had t blow it up. probably start all the paranoid nonsense again. say i've changed and blah blah. i'll never want t face reality.
Hit it.
I'm sucha guai kia today! :) actually studied the wholeeee day, Physics, Chem, and a lil' of Amath. hehe it was rather productive. Tuition in the afternoon with Sam and Eun, then it was t Bukit Merah Library t do some work, and then back for tuition. oh gawd i was half dead by eight, so Physics at night wasnt that understandable (?). but im still glad i've managed t do some work instead of slacking the day away. :]
And sister! havent heard from ya in sucha long time. ):
Movies movies here i go! so many t watch, so little time t spare.
xmensilenthillgarfieldscarymoviefourshesthemanrunawayvacationc.r.a.z.y.
(and it goes out of the page......)
Tmr's bowling day with the netballers! =) i love, but deciding on whether t go. hmmmm *thinks hard* ehhe. and im SO gona sleep at eight on Friday, need uber rest for the weekend.
OH YES AND JUNIORS IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS (I KNOW YOU WILL!) BETTER COME ALRIGHTS!
And Yowie is supposed t ask Ali and all t surprise me haha.
Oh and i forgot t mention that Daphne's the best senior. :) ahah she not only fetch me home when she's going home after training and if she has a car, she brings me t buy food at the hawker centre too and intoduce nice food but she makes me sit in the car and wait for her haha. yeah and she's also gona teach us Physics but then we havent arrange with her yet but soon will. yeah aw and i met her on the bus today again haha. okay no link. ><
Illusions?
15 June 2006, 12:48 AM
Unfaithful.
So its back t the computer again.
Yes, the past few days have been really exciting. :D
Ate Kenny Rogers today =D but it want really good, cos even before i was half done i literally felt like puking the food out. it was way filling. met Eunice Izza Rach Cel Avis HuiYun after that at Meridien. gawd it was a gazillion years that i've touched the pool cue. fun la but we were broke so we took out all the coins we had t buy a budget meal. HOW COOL IS THAT HAHA. oh the UGLY MOOSE was damn irritating hehe. <3
Went for training at ccab after that. Saw Pamela :D was alright la, just hafta get use t the playing styles. and there are games 625am in the morning. WOW ._.
Street Netball is coming riiiiiiiiight up.!! yeah so those of you who are free on Saturday and Sunday and even if you're not free you hafta come down t PS t support us okay!! especially those who hatfa come NO MATTER WHAT. lol. -points at you-
Venue: Plaza Singapura
Time: Saturday 11am - Sunday 5pm
onenightstand@Dxo was damnit fun. :] music sucked, didnt drink much but had good company. :) met the rest there. hehe. spent the night at Bt Merah Macs. it was super pathetic i swear! washed up, change and eat there. luckily there was world cup so there were people, or else it would be super empty. went home at bout 9am and slept all the way till 5pm. ahah beat that.!
18th!
Omfg YingYang Twins are the best in town!!! =)
So its back t the computer again.
Yes, the past few days have been really exciting. :D
Ate Kenny Rogers today =D but it want really good, cos even before i was half done i literally felt like puking the food out. it was way filling. met Eunice Izza Rach Cel Avis HuiYun after that at Meridien. gawd it was a gazillion years that i've touched the pool cue. fun la but we were broke so we took out all the coins we had t buy a budget meal. HOW COOL IS THAT HAHA. oh the UGLY MOOSE was damn irritating hehe. <3
Went for training at ccab after that. Saw Pamela :D was alright la, just hafta get use t the playing styles. and there are games 625am in the morning. WOW ._.
Street Netball is coming riiiiiiiiight up.!! yeah so those of you who are free on Saturday and Sunday and even if you're not free you hafta come down t PS t support us okay!! especially those who hatfa come NO MATTER WHAT. lol. -points at you-
Venue: Plaza Singapura
Time: Saturday 11am - Sunday 5pm
onenightstand@Dxo was damnit fun. :] music sucked, didnt drink much but had good company. :) met the rest there. hehe. spent the night at Bt Merah Macs. it was super pathetic i swear! washed up, change and eat there. luckily there was world cup so there were people, or else it would be super empty. went home at bout 9am and slept all the way till 5pm. ahah beat that.!
18th!
Omfg YingYang Twins are the best in town!!! =)
09 June 2006, 2:44 PM
Shake it like a saltshaker.
So its another two more weeks before school begins and that's where the real mugging starts. Shites everything is happening so fast its as though whatever you said was true. /:
Its not that i dont want to be paranoid about all these stuff. But what you've said really contradicts to things that you've said before. All the promises are bullshits, to think i trusted you so easily. To think i was so happy when you talked to me. To think i even thought that you'll be the same person again. But no, once you've stepped into that path, you cant save yourself no matter how much you want too. You're stuck, stuck in her lies. And im stuck too, stuck in your lies. You said you'll be there, but you're never. Wtf im not gona fall into those damn tricks again.
Please dont ask me bout it.
--
Nah im not gona jump down or smthg haha. silly. =)
Study study study. Tuition tuition tuition. Time to catch up on what i've not been doing. Grades are too demoralising. Got this on off motivation, and today is certainly and off day. To hit the computer, blog bout the supressed feelings and let out everything. Then tomorrow, it'll be the same again.
But if i screw my O's, i'll probably would jump. HAHA WHAT A JOKE.
Im not a sucidal person.
Gotta rush for training later. *faints*
Dear Lord,
Please bless us little kids not to get injured or die for we have not been training for almost two months. Please bless us.
Amen.
What a packed week ahead. Parties, chalets, street Netball, Captain's Ball. At least these activities will help me distress.
Omen REALLY isnt worth watching. nothing scary, just the threesixes and some shocked scenes. lol. what a movie marathon.
LOOK AT MY HUGE EYE BAGS.
HAHAH IM SO INTO YINGYANG TWINS NOW <3
So its another two more weeks before school begins and that's where the real mugging starts. Shites everything is happening so fast its as though whatever you said was true. /:
Its not that i dont want to be paranoid about all these stuff. But what you've said really contradicts to things that you've said before. All the promises are bullshits, to think i trusted you so easily. To think i was so happy when you talked to me. To think i even thought that you'll be the same person again. But no, once you've stepped into that path, you cant save yourself no matter how much you want too. You're stuck, stuck in her lies. And im stuck too, stuck in your lies. You said you'll be there, but you're never. Wtf im not gona fall into those damn tricks again.
Please dont ask me bout it.
Nah im not gona jump down or smthg haha. silly. =)
Study study study. Tuition tuition tuition. Time to catch up on what i've not been doing. Grades are too demoralising. Got this on off motivation, and today is certainly and off day. To hit the computer, blog bout the supressed feelings and let out everything. Then tomorrow, it'll be the same again.
But if i screw my O's, i'll probably would jump. HAHA WHAT A JOKE.
Im not a sucidal person.
Gotta rush for training later. *faints*
Dear Lord,
Please bless us little kids not to get injured or die for we have not been training for almost two months. Please bless us.
Amen.
What a packed week ahead. Parties, chalets, street Netball, Captain's Ball. At least these activities will help me distress.
Omen REALLY isnt worth watching. nothing scary, just the threesixes and some shocked scenes. lol. what a movie marathon.
LOOK AT MY HUGE EYE BAGS.
HAHAH IM SO INTO YINGYANG TWINS NOW <3
05 June 2006, 1:40 PM
You never lose out by loving.
You'll only lose out by holding back.
No mood t go school.
ehhe.
Will be having a mamapion outing later.!! :] whoo yayness.
Monday Blues.
Cant update regularly, not really allowed t use the computer, so im using it secretly. hehe thanks to the damn teachers who complain that we teenagers are spending too much time on the computer rather than mugging away. ugh. anyhows just wna blog bout some of the recent events, there are too many and i cant remember them all. heehee.
DANCE NIGHT.
boy it was awwwwsome. :D really, everything was like perfect. although Germ and Char were wearing strippies like me too. hehe too lazy t put the pictures up. though we were an hour early (cos the show started late!), we managed t get quite good seats. except for Bei who suffered for the first half of the show.! tsk. the performance was really the ultimate. great job everyone :)
Yes and we went for supper later, not sure how many of us but the bus ride was fucking noisy. the noise were created by some bastards at the back of the bus, shites. ugly was on the bus too haha. kept missing stops cos we didnt know where the bus will take us too and in the end we stopped at some Serene Center to eat Macs ._. wow yes then after eating i cabbed home.
Sorry i'll promise t come home earlier next time kae? dont be angry haha. <3
AND ESCAPE.!!
it was a blast, really. though i was broke and half the time my head was bursting cos of the numerous rides we took. rained when we entered on the first ride but after that it was really havoc. Izza really puked luh.! gawd the rides were fun cos we didnt really need t queue. heh the haunted house was the worst.! ): I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. just closed my eyes and screamed. haha but was really fun. stayed till it closed then we went home. aww what an exciting day. :) heh pictures are on Izza's blog.
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Alot of mixed emotions, but im not really sure why. it has been draggin on for too long. we meet but we seem like strangers, strangers that will never be friends. you say memories still linger, but your actions obviously doesnt match what you're trying t say. you've moved on, i certainly can see that. so whats the use of holding the past and dragging me down? you're not letting me move on, its too selfish. jealously, whatever. you know my weakness, you know it. i hate this shit, you know it. msgs and letters dont mean a thing. and yes, what a nice show. too bad, its really gona end.
You'll only lose out by holding back.
No mood t go school.
ehhe.
Will be having a mamapion outing later.!! :] whoo yayness.
Monday Blues.
Cant update regularly, not really allowed t use the computer, so im using it secretly. hehe thanks to the damn teachers who complain that we teenagers are spending too much time on the computer rather than mugging away. ugh. anyhows just wna blog bout some of the recent events, there are too many and i cant remember them all. heehee.
DANCE NIGHT.
boy it was awwwwsome. :D really, everything was like perfect. although Germ and Char were wearing strippies like me too. hehe too lazy t put the pictures up. though we were an hour early (cos the show started late!), we managed t get quite good seats. except for Bei who suffered for the first half of the show.! tsk. the performance was really the ultimate. great job everyone :)
Yes and we went for supper later, not sure how many of us but the bus ride was fucking noisy. the noise were created by some bastards at the back of the bus, shites. ugly was on the bus too haha. kept missing stops cos we didnt know where the bus will take us too and in the end we stopped at some Serene Center to eat Macs ._. wow yes then after eating i cabbed home.
Sorry i'll promise t come home earlier next time kae? dont be angry haha. <3
AND ESCAPE.!!
it was a blast, really. though i was broke and half the time my head was bursting cos of the numerous rides we took. rained when we entered on the first ride but after that it was really havoc. Izza really puked luh.! gawd the rides were fun cos we didnt really need t queue. heh the haunted house was the worst.! ): I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. just closed my eyes and screamed. haha but was really fun. stayed till it closed then we went home. aww what an exciting day. :) heh pictures are on Izza's blog.
Alot of mixed emotions, but im not really sure why. it has been draggin on for too long. we meet but we seem like strangers, strangers that will never be friends. you say memories still linger, but your actions obviously doesnt match what you're trying t say. you've moved on, i certainly can see that. so whats the use of holding the past and dragging me down? you're not letting me move on, its too selfish. jealously, whatever. you know my weakness, you know it. i hate this shit, you know it. msgs and letters dont mean a thing. and yes, what a nice show. too bad, its really gona end.
